Your courses should be free!
About 70% of my resources are available for free on the blog section of my site. If you can not afford the paid resources, please have a look there.
Developing and launching courses and trauma healing resources requires a financial investment on my part. I hire people and pay for software to produce these resources, and I put 20+ years of experience into this work. Furthermore, income generated from paid material is reinvested into reaching more people and making new resources. This should go without saying, but this is my profession and I require a living wage from it.
I understand your situation might be difficult, and you are not alone. Many people with cPTSD are in a similar spot, which is why I try my best to price the paid resources fairly according to value; if they still aren't accessible to you, please start with the blog section.
You are victim-blaming!
I am not victim-blaming.
What I have done is to carefully describe the processes involved, on a mental-emotional and at times physical level, when you are dealing with Post-Traumatic Stress in order to create insights and a framework to be able to address trauma and work through it.
What I am NOT doing is promoting or excusing a victim mindset. What happened to you is not your fault, but your recovery is your responsibility. No one else can do that for you.
I agree that anger is appropriate towards those who have abused you; however, constantly taking offense seems to be the new default, and some people seem to think that being offended gives them the green light to indiscriminately start name-calling or abuse others.
Constantly taking offense, excessive self-righteousness, fault-finding, or blaming are overflowing responses of uncontained anger. Continuous overflowing anger, through the above expressions, will alienate you from others, and self, and will not lead to any form of integration and healing, even if you find people or groups who agree with you. Being identified with toxic self-righteous people or groups will only fuel your anger while you are being hijacked by your need to belong to a particular tribe, group, or ideology.
You have no qualifications!
I am fully trained in CranioSacral Therapy, SomatoEmotional Release, and Visceral Manipulation. CranioSacral Therapy and Visceral Manipulation are specialized Osteopathic modalities.
I am also partly trained in Somatic Experiencing but I did not care to finish that study as there was too much overlap with my previous studies of SomatoEmotional Release and CranioSacral Therapy.
Furthermore, I have 20+ years of actively working in private practice with people from all over the world, and with all kinds of conditions. I have helped hundreds of people, through individual sessions, make significant change in their personal well being. Additionally, I have reached many thousands more through my insightful, accurate, and descriptive writings about the harrowing conditions of Complex Trauma and PTSD. My experiences are extensive; I have worked with babies, children, and adults, and that work has ranged from working hands-on to resolve chronic pain, to working with people from all backgrounds with Complex Trauma & PTSD.
My body of work, available on the website, reflects the depth of my insight and experience, as do the many accolades from private clients and those who have purchased my courses.
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It is up to you see if my material resonates with you, and whether or not you wish to make use of it. I am interested in people who are willing to do the work and come to their own conclusions. I am not looking for followers, nor am I interested in putting a string of initials after my name. All “letters” prove is that you attended classes and graduated; they prove nothing about your competence, depth of knowledge, diligence, or ethics.
If you are looking for "specialists" with what you consider "qualifications," then by all means try your luck with "qualified specialists." You are free to decide with whom you want to work. The feedback I have gotten from many clients over the years is that most of them know very little of Complex Trauma or PTSD, let alone how to treat those conditions effectively.
To your recovery,
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The Trauma Care Exclusive Package
Start reversing the process of dissociation with The Trauma Essentials Series & The Trauma Care Meditations
Course on Healing from Narcissistic Abuse
When you have decided that enough is enough; healing from narcissistic abuse
Course On Sleep & Insomnia
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